i spend most days chasing a nicotine buzz bring back bellowing bartenders that talk too much it's far too late to shake this cheap drug habit if you want my pride, you can have it i don't drink too much anymore i don't talk that much to anyone i don't think too much anymore i don't do much of anything at all and if you think you know, you're wrong how i perpetuate this petty cycle of regret, restraint, give up