Suffer to survive. Instinct I despise. Stalking the night. Searching For a Victim to defile. Cock she Craves today. Cum she wants to spray, and to reach the orgasm Through tortu- Re. From behind pain Shivering down my spine. I feel paralyzed, only controlling my mind. Strapped To a table, naked, Genitals exposed. Eyes clamped open, mouth gagged shut, terrified. Locks my Scrotum in a vice and Tightens forcefully. Agony, silent screams, want to die. Shackled And bound, Unaware my fate. Destined to be maimed to stimulate. The skin is peeled off my dick. Done with A razor blade. She Begins to suck, blood and cum amok. She rips my cock off with her Teeth. Masticate, gnawing and Chewing the stump. She regurgitates, I'm covered in my bloody Chunks. Suffer To survive. Instinct I Despise. I am alive, victimized. Tortured fate, asexual state.