I turn on every light in my house at night I make it so bright so there’s nowhere to hide but the shadows find their way into my mind
I put my favorite records on to try and chase that song off of my tongue but when the records done it digs itself back up
I tore up all the photographs and every letter that you sent at least that’s what I tell myself I did
but like some kinda cursed artifact something always makes it back and I find it in the place where it was hid
by me long ago one day and I know I should throw it away
But I never take my best advice I never think I should think twice I always end up on this sinking ship but if you want to be a captain like me you know you’re gonna get lost at sea and you know you’ll end up sleeping with the fish
I draw sator squares above my doors and no omens get ignored I pay careful attention to my creaking floors
I painted all my mirrors black So I’d never see you looking back but everyday the paint it peels and cracks
Most of my best friends are ghosts but you’re the one I miss the miss the most and I wish that I could wish your soul away
But I tell stories about you until everyone I know starts to miss you too and your spirit’s getting stronger everyday
I know I should let go and move on But I don’t think that I’m that strong and