Biting my clothes to keep from screaming taking pills to keep from dreaming I want to break something important I want to kick my dad in the shins
I was referring to the present in past tense it was the only way that I could survive it I want to close my head in the car door I want to sing this song like I'm dying
heavy boots on my throat I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks I need I need something soon I need something soon all of my fingers are froze I need I need something soon I need something soon only one change of clothes I need I need something soon I need something soon my head is my head is my head is
stay inside all this winter filling out forms from a busted printer I want to talk like Raymond Carver (an advertisement cries out) I want to turn down the goddamn TV ("He should have gone to Jared's)
binging on the latest sitcom feeling guilty every second it's on I want put my foot through a window (I document my mind loss) I want to romanticize my headfuck (white angst) (through instruments of wordplay)
heavy boots on my throat I need I need something soon I need something soon I can't talk to my folks I need I need something soon I need something soon all of my fingers are froze I need I need something soon I need something soon only one change of clothes I need I need something soon I need something soon my head is my head is my head is