i fear every day, every evening. he calls her aloud from above. carefully watch for a reason, painstaking devotion of love. surrendered to self-preservation from others who care for themselves. a blindness that touches perfection, but faces like anything else. isolation, isolation, isolation.
mother, i tried, please believe me. i'm doing the best that i can. i'm ashamed of the things i've been put through. i'm ashamed of the person i am. isolation, isolation, isolation.
but if you could just see the beauty, these things i could never describe. this is my one consolation. this is my one fucking prize. isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation, isolation.