Where does this hate come from? I want the past to be gone Throw my head in my hands To all the things that went wrong And when I try to do this It reminds me of that The life within me is drained And now just like that
The shakes begin to start Adrenaline shot to the heart Then I'm caught in a daze Again I start to blaze
And when the world gets you down You throw your shit around I promise you don't want to see And when you see this rage Then turn the page I promise you don't want to see My Xplosive Anxiety
I'm standing here shaking Blood pressure, inflating Getting mind over matter Now I'm disintegrating And then I'm grinding my teeth To the sound of the beat My stomach turned in knots Lost control of my feet