Let's talk about the time I waste All the things I said I'd do but only say And nothing was done today But I still feel I shouldn't be awake
Exhausted from the same old grievance Another day, another moral inconvenience And who would bat an eye while the world around them dies? And who could, I can't seem to close mine
And I wish that we weren't forced to find out I wish we never knew what this was about
But there's reasons why we fall so far so fast There's reasons why the pluses never last Rest is the world's best advice But the universe would kill me if I tried
Time passes and I wait So much more to do when I'm awake And I've now lost track of days Just one night where all is just a haze
I've long forgotten what dreams feel like Another sleep, another eon lost from daylight And who would lend a word? It's more than just absurd But I think it can't be too much worse
The stars have gone dark and I'm shaking No questions why I deserve anything
Cause there's reasons why we fell so far so fast There's reasons why the pluses never last Take my own thoughts with a grain of salt When I tell myself that this is all my fault
Cause there's reasons for these bags under my eyes It's the effort I dont give except in lies Maybe It's the weight of all the promises we couldn't keep But the universe will not let me sleep