i'm not trying to be cold not trying to say no not trying to be home at any time i'm not leaning on the wall not looking at you at all not trying to be cool or anything i'm not scared of what could come not scared of looking dumb not scared i'll get exactly what i want not scared of anything not scared of more than that not scared of anything you, that's another story and when you came you said you're gonna be as honest as you can i wanna know exactly how you mean