in the field of my soul i lay down and awake ? with the knowledge of the once forgotten seeking harmony within myself an afterglow of a vague memory softly veils my demise excelling myself in my own ...betrayal drowned in oceans of vice virtue is lost exiled into the barest part of my own nature another afterglow of the past now softly veils my plight disgracefully I am the beholder of this tragedy condemned to be my own... antagonist