A pallid sun sheds dimmest glow. On mute and pallid soil. I am the one, a life long gone. A refuge raped in search of life. Like a shadow on this earth. In embraces pale as human flesh. I am unborn, and I'm undone. How much of me is lost. I deny my own desire. Lying one among the liars. I deny my own desire. Dark in darkness I can see. Nothingness is blinding me. Os abysmi. I'm drowning in this sea. For those I loved I hurt. So you taketh from me. My name untold and numb. Where I am there is no thing. No God, no me, no inbetween.