it shouldnt have come to this, yes i know so now its time to confront what ive always turned away from to release whats been held back its time to reach deep inside to tear away the truth, the truth inside im screaming out words three words that reflect my life this pain i feel is no fucking act, and it hurts and if you could feel what i feel you wouldnt even come close and i wont let you, let you get the best of me and i know myself better than anyone those reflections are looking back looking back at me i can see myself, myself and i cant find you and only three words come to mind