I’m not alright, I can’t fight I’ve surrendered to myself With my head in my hands Wishing I were someone else Keep searching the mirror I tell the girl we’ll be alright She smiles back at me She says we’re deaf and dumb and blind We’re chasing rainbows in our sleep Looking for something real to keep Trying to find a reason to wait for you Cause you’re not in love But I keep pretending You’re not just spending time And it feels like waiting In an everlasting night Going crazy I know I Could never be your girl Cause you’re in another world So you take what you want and You leave the rest of me in pain I’m trying to read the signs I still don’t know what they mean You leave me breathless then you’re gone Trying to find a reason to wait for you Cause you’re not in love But I keep pretending You’re not just spending time And it feels like waiting In an everlasting night Going crazy I know I Could never be your girl Cause you’re in another world Baby, you seem to take more then you give So I find it hard to live like This in this lonely zone And I’m lost trying to hold on to you Never had reason o feel what I do Cause you’re not in love But I keep pretending That you’re not just spending time And itfeels like waiting In an everlasting night Going crazy I know I Could never be your girl You’re in another world So I’m alright I won’t fight I’ve surrendered to myself