I don't know why I even try 'Cause you don't want this no more I would rather leave before I hurt you And I would have died long ago if I didn't have my faith I see you're starting to hate me I see it in your face
My home don't feel like home Just like my heart, it's empty Changed the number on your phone So when I call, you ain't gotta listen
And all your girls think that I ain't shit And they the same ones lost in the club Them bitches is basic Now I'm number one that's lost in love Girl, I can't take it I'm on my knees You're gonna see a grown man cry I won't lie
I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do better
[Brandy:] Looking at the names on your list and I can't find me I'm deep underwater, are you gon' let me drown? I see you're happy now You're the life of the party, acting out Ain't seen you in months, you ain't call me once
And all your boys say that I ain't shit And they the same ones lost in the club Them niggas is basic And I'm the one who lost in love And I can't take it I'm on my knees Don't you hate to see me cry? I won't lie
I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do better
[Chris Brown & Brandy:] Thinking 'bout you and I, thinking 'bout you and I My heart's beating in slow motion knowing that it's a lie Thoughts got me thinking 'bout suicide Baby, this is do or die When you told me it's over Ain't no point in being sober All I wanna do is fade away I hope that God for forgive me 'Cause I know you ain't gon' miss me Baby girl, I won't try to say my goodbyes You ain't gotta shed a tear for me Baby girl, don't cry
I'm starting to hate me A little more and more each day I don't know me It's like I can't get out of my own way And you don't love me, you don't love me If I knew better, I would do better (I would do better, I would do better)