Yeah. Its how I feel (how I feel) Right. Its only me right Ha
I was 15, a Virginia nigga with ambition Young but I envisioned fucking them bad bitches Live my life with no regrets I try to show respect but you don't give it I guess you don't understand winning It might take me a lifetime to take it back And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts Yeah, just cuz we different don't mean we distant And if you kill a man ain't no way to bring him back Yeah, they say it's mind over matter But what we livin' for, what really matters Some niggas with silver spoons on a sliver platter And other niggas is doomed just for disaster
All alone sleepin' in my bedroom As I wet the sheets momma gon' be dead soon Cuz a man beat her But he don't realize She important to this family like a fuckin' heirloom Yeah, a nigga still found his way out A record deal came, that nigga played out My momma livin good, she takin' days out And sayin' boy all that hard work paid out 500 racks for an hour show But ain't gon ever do no 60 minute interview Cuz all you wanna do is twist my words up And all I wanna do is flip my birds up
Kinda tipsy off that red rum MURDER I'm a singin' ass nigga know you heard of me Every day my clique stuntin' Niggas talkin' down but I'mma make them pick they words up I done said all I had to say what else Cock suckers low blowin' under my belt Yeah they hangin' from the tip They tryna' get a sip Don't let them get a grip I'm pissin' on them myself
19 a nigga went through a tragedy 3 years a nigga just found a better me Yeah you might find another lover but you always started with Breezy like the letter "B" Nightmares feelin' haunted Thinkin' do I really like this star shit? Because fame ain't freedom And this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage Now I got a lot of offers Tellin' me that they closin' and wanna be my sponsor When a nigga fall off again they be like "off him" And then they gonna smile up in your face just like "awesome" Great, wait, police and a thug cannot relate I guess that's why this war on drugs is the debate So I'mma keep on livin' my life from day to day Learn from my mistakes