I can't go every day with being sober. It gets kind of hard trying to cope With this devil on my shoulder. (Belbian?) some soda Like well I'm getting closer To either heaven or hell Every second I get older.
Till I'm dead or in a coma, I'm a live life like Well, It ain't over till it's over You're supposed to live every day Like it was your last. But that and itself is a really hard concept For me to grasp.
'Cause if this was my last 24 I'd probably spend at least 3 or 4 Praying to God for 20 more. I'm lookin' in the mirror At the man in front of me, Like I know everybody goes But I'm 23. That's why I come off as wreckless Respect it I'm getting my moneys worth every second.
I'm less than perfect, But so are you. So who are you to judge me? I don't judge you. Yeah.
(I'm not sober all the time And you bring me down, At least you try. But do we see this side Till I I don't want you.) [x2]
What's life? Fuck life. Yo I'm telling you what. I'm a nineteen year old Rebellious fuck. Living each day like the next I might not wake up. That's why I always stay puffin' a blunt With a full cup.
Poppin' pills out the bottle Till it's hollow. I'm going to hell And y'all are more than welcome to follow. And if I'm not here tomorrow Light an L in my memory. Pour out some hennessy. Fuck it, Just remember me.
Gotta know I made a mark On the short time I'm on Earth, Since birth, I've been spittin' it Proving my fucking worth. And for what? I try to give a fuck But I can't Cause it sucks to be me But I am who I am And I am just a man Who will stand with his hands In front of him; Just waiting for some shit to hit the fan And I cannot stop. Music fuels my every movement And drug abusing helps bring creativity to my music.
I may not be into a reality But my music is sick And I'm so high That I defy gravity. So fuck being sober, Live life and enjoy it. Yeah, 'cause soon enough the ride will be over.
(I'm not sober all the time And you bring me down, At least you try. But do we see this side Till I I don't want you.) [x2]