I am waking in this state I don't know where I am I can feel the things we've said And an essence of regret With my inhibitions gone My confusion leads the way There are scenes that I delete There is something in the way I am waking in this state I don't know who I am An excessive shift in fate Changes everything I've said And I don't know who you are And I don't hear what you say There are scenes that I delete There is something in the way God I never wanted you And i never wanted this I am so into myself I am sickened by this shit I can breathe between the lines I can calculate the days The more I reconstruct There is something in the way And it kills me when I'm here And you're in a state of need You are lapsing underneath And the tone is deafening God I never wanted this I instinctually repel Are you damaged, are you broke? Are you so into myself?