Love.. are u surprised that I can even say it? words to hide my hatred of the way you kicked me to the pavement, and damn.. left me in the cold without a single thing to wear.. Left without a warning didn't send a signal flare.. Im alone.. and in the zone lyrically, heart is swollen my emotions you took every single feeling from me.. concealed everything that happened, took away the color now I justt see blackness, Oww, and how we just collapsed this, runnin through the motions, i will skip this practice, I bet your hearts as black as ash, stop laughing are u an actress? you not hurt? Well I'm past that, look in my eyes.. and see real in contrast, I wont lie, my disguise is off, I don't lie when Im rappin, all that nagging, all that snapping off to the point that we start yelling, screaming again, why'd you say that.. in a minute u say didn't mean it again, go, gone be with your friends, let them help, leave me to amend look at your face in pictures, got problems you can't even shield with a lens, when the real evidence is the feel of repents frown behind scenes at the realist events I'm spent.. no oxygen left but I'm breathing again.. and believing again.. there's more out, theres a seal full of them, you deceived me, no grieving again.. How about a love letter, titled dear whatever, I can show affection better than you're last whoever, I can give you something that'll probably last forever,
I can give you truthfulness and realness on aother level I've just been so taken over.. conquered by a false queen.. I swear my hearts been broken, I can barely feel my palse beat.
Funny that it's raining.. Such a cold day in this summer.. I wish I never memorized the digits of her number, I cant look at a frame with out seeing her face, and this place is a vacant disgrace I'm erasing her memories from every single little space, on that bulletin board of those poloroid takes.. avoided escape and destroyed something great.. A friendship in ruins a void irreplacable.. Throwin the stereo down flights of stairs, because every single song that little box blares
is about something we did, I'm lost, I'm hysteric, (conscience speaking) come on erik, she was bad news.. she was just generic, Remember all the times she acted like she could control you? and it worked.. remember al the crazy things she told you? You need to stand up for yourself a little bit more.. And stop holding on so long, it's like you think there's only her.. I mean come on, you have potential, And talent, that's essential, Maybe you don't need someone dragging you down to their level, But All I have is guidance, You can call me guilty conscience, I've been sitting on your shoulder since your birth advising nonsense, And I say forget her.. And I know what Im saying.. Because I've been there for everything I hear you when you're praying..
And a girl just isn't worth it, Live your life, don't close the curtains on one woman, I am certain you will make it, let her go.. (Just let her go)