And there I was Left standing there To contemplate all that had just happened
I stood there for a moment Perplexed by all that had gone wrong How long was I in this hibernal sleep I gathered myself and probed the area Not knowing what to do next I walked through the dense foliage Until I reached a spot that held great meaning to me It was the first time I remembered it Since it had happened She paused there for a moment Seemingly blank and devoid of thought I came upon her somewhat startled She looked up smiling such a weak smile She turned and walked away In a rush these thoughts came to me As it had been at that time Her face branded in everything that made me My actions, thoughts and every decision I would make Stained by her face And that was it I stopped, my soul drained from thought Who would think of all that time I would be as weak as I was My soul sick of despair and the wanting And if I could weep at once I would Though I have no emotion Save that which I remember The blank stare now hit me The porcelain eyes stained black