I'm Just the bastard son of pitiful useless excuse of a man You left me in a car and didn't fucking care you just left me for dead So now you'll suffer X4 Father you died before you could see the damage done Nothing but a coward who ran from his own destiny Father you died before you could see me thrive in life Now you reside in hell and that's where you always belonged This hate you bestowed in me has boiled over into my reality If I snapped I'd kill all humanity I hate this fucking world Listening to others that had fathers that were good just tightens the rope around my neck and kicked the stool I'd rather blow my brains out than know you played mom a fool Your sadistic pleasures have let me down I hate you fuck It makes me violently sick that I am part of you If only I could cut the flesh and remove your nasty brew I would tear into my heart and let the sickness out I would smash my brain to let this darkness out father you lied flesh and bone created by a man with no knowledge of what he's made born of a bastard man with no agenda but his own selfish flesh no regard for defacing the value of love and fucking compassion You went and did what you did I am at a loss for sorrow and when I die and find you in hell father I will kill you again and again and again