Anemic mornings enchain me to the bed They dry my lips and I nibble on them, habitually I can't eat yet, but in special moments I can ravage the whole fridge My mother lied to me That youth is a gladness I am only a poor construction of human anxiety Dear God, pull me out of this hell I imprecate when the night stats Window separates me from the beast You're not there, but I feel your presence You were my parasite, I am bursting I have been trying to get up for a few days To approach the mirror When I reach for my reflection A whisper emanates From behind the glass \"You are nothing, you are nothing\" Later I shatter my mirror I burst again I hide under the quilt Bed is my house