I don't sleep enough. I said I was fine like this, But you still called my bluff
I wake up half dead inside. I don't remember falling asleep last night. Lately, I've been abusing substances, Trying to make sense of all of this.
This is my way of coping, I know it's sad, but I'm still hoping.
I've been sleeping on the couch, growing up's got me bummed out. I never realized how fast the years past. But you still run through my head somehow. I guess I'm not over you now. I kept my chin up when the weight of the world was pulling me down.
I gotta pick myself up, I gotta get my shit straight. I'm getting tired of living out something I hate. This life is too short, so just get it over with. I'm too fucking young for this. I can't live my life like this.
This is my way of coping, I know it's sad, but I'm still hoping.
I've been sleeping on the couch. Growing up's got me bummed out. I never realized how fast the years passed. But you still run through my head somehow. I guess I'm not over you now. I kept my chin up when the weight of the world was pulling me down.