Ever since the fire died it's been cold, Where did my spark go? And fuck, I'm so alone. I've grown tired of hating myself, but I can't get any rest. Save me from this mess I call my head.
Another day, another waste.
I'm so sick of waiting, but it's all I have left. I think too much and my thoughts they drown me in regret. So for now, I will settle for less, and I'll quit being upset. So close my eyes and go back to bed.
And so with each breath I'm slowly bringing an end to my existance, Cause I still struggle to find a point in all of this, And maybe I think too much, and maybe I don't sleep enough, But I still hate myself, and I'm starting to be okay with it.
I'm so sick of waiting, but it's all I have left. I think too much and my thoughts they drown me in regret. So for now, I will settle for less, and I'll quit being upset. So close my eyes and go back to bed.
Fuck I'm so alone. Fuck you're a haunting ghost. I don't do too well on my own. Fuck I'm always alone.