I had a bad night once again That fed the cancer in my brain I woke up tired aching cold My nightmares leave me unresolved My leaden lungs won't let me sigh I cannot laugh and will not cry I don't feel good I don't feel bad Nothing I do could make me glad My heart is numb my spirit sore I don't like myself anymore Not good not bad so numb so sore(X2) No sweet memories to recall My life is but an endless fall I've nothing but unfriendly sides And no one shares my sleepless nights ](X2) I don't feel good I don't feel bad Nothing I do could make me glad My heart is numb my spirit sore I don't like myself anymore Devoid of emotions I live Of myself I just cannot give I'm crushed I'll never dare to dream Why can't I cry ? Why can't I scream ? I will not cry and will not scream ! I don't feel good I don't feel bad Nothing I do could make me glad My heart is numb my spirit sore I don't like myself anymore Not good not bad so numb so sore (x2)