shattered glass, empty hands and all I can do is fake a smile a burning fight through an endless night let it go one more time. I thought my friends were gone and I had hoped they'd come back by tomorrow. my lesson is learned... at least I'm wishing. and then I watched as they were still not there by tomorrow. my lesson is learned... but I'll keep wishing. I know tomorrow will be different. why do I care? It's like trying to dance in cement shoes at the bottom of the ocean, stupid I care. and I'm supposed to be happy remaining in silence. why defy? why deny? what if I? I can't let it go. not this time... you had to lie.