I've been trying to motivate myself "get out of bed in the morning" but it's something else, it's so damn hard to do it's so hard to get through you
I don't know why I'm so controlling of my own emotions
there is a wall that you built around yourself caught in the mirror and find somebody else it's like I'm nothing compared to the image of who you used to
love
we didn't do anyhting the right way it always ended up wrong and I can't do anything the right way I'm always so wrong
it's funny because your jokes mock everything I ever say anymore and you impersonate me with all the sad things you tell yourself late at night
I can't believe I let you do this to me, not once, not twice, but three times in a row and I know that I'm not anything more than an image of someone you used to love
you used to love you used to love
love
so here I'm sitting alone in my room thinking about the things I said that didn't really add up and now I'm trying to live with the doubt of surrounding myself with something, something
I'm lonely and it's because of you so I'm not the only one you think about and that's fine
but I don't want to ever be the image of someone you used to love