I sincerely apologize For wasting the past four years of your life It's a fucked up way to say My stability is crumbling I was never good at saying goodbye Or swaying your mind to believe we're alright Maybe it's just the price Our demons have to pay
I've been spending everyday Bedridden, no plan of escape Impressions of your face on my sheets Are why I find it so hard to leave Night drives don't bear a meaning Like they did before, I can't help feeling weak And shadows, that crawl across my floor Reminds me you're not here anymore
Most nights I fall asleep To silence and a shudder That you were the reason behind These bloodshot eyes It's eating my insides
I can't help but question it Every word you spoke Wasted opinions It's time to grow and shed myself Of the skin that you made for me That day I went and ran away I reveled in hypocrisy Every single promise I broke Felt like digging my own grave
Most nights I fall asleep To silence and a shudder That you were the reason behind These bloodshot eyes It's eating my insides
Most nights I fall asleep To silence and a shudder That you were the reason behind These bloodshot eyes
A shade of the moment You left crept in yesterday I swore I blocked out the windows To escape my mind and it's hell I hid my regrets in a box that read There's nothing left Slowing erasing all the lines I know I should have kept
Most nights I fall asleep To silence and a shudder That you were the reason behind These bloodshot eyes
Clinging so desperately To hoping I'd be wrong That you were the reason behind These bloodshot eyes Now I'm dead inside