I've started now to wonder where I've been. Running dry on confidence again. So I turn to comfort I've found in, a chemical. Everything around me starts to change I can feel my conscience rearrange The person everyone needs me to be...ephemeral
And I don't really want to feel like this again Feeling like it's all my fault The paradox is warring in my skin And I can't let it go.
All or nothing All or nothing I've been told You can't be something You can't be something you don't know Well I can, and I did, now you know.
I've been told that I don't care enough. Honestly I really don't give a fuck. Yet I do my best to suck it up and move along. I drink a little golden therapy Sing another broken melody The person everyone needs me to be...I don't belong
And I don't really want to feel like this again Feeling like it's all my fault The paradox is warring in my skin And I can't let it go.