[Hook] Sometimes I envy my best friend for being dead Feeling sorry for myself, wishing that it was me instead Sometimes I wanna cry, sometimes I wanna die Almost everyone I love is in the sky, can't help to wonder why Same game but I'm gonna reset it And every ex who ever dumped me is gonna regret it So you say I've got a fucked up aura You just remain innocent, I fucked up for ya
[Verse 1] Forrest Gump, I'm in it for the long run Feels like time's suspended while the song runs The Earth's freezing, so quiet I can hear a bird sneezing But I'm freezing out here, but I'm tryin'a make it a different season out here What's your reason out here? I wrote a few new campfire chants Guaranteed to make a few vampires dance Damn right anti-stab Meet at the camp side as I burn my advance On the curb by the branch till it burns right to ash Booked to the future but learned by my past Tell the world I am mad and we're not on speaking terms Maybe in a week I learn, lately I've been needing a burg Going crazy I'mma need some church
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[Verse 2] Now I lay myself down to sleep At thirty-thousand feet, the Earth's down beneath What I'm looking around to see I parachute miles above the clouds I'm coming down smarting up before I dumb it down Centrum, depends on the ground, how far it gets, how hard I hit Tic toc and you don't stop or we can go up at a friend that I quit now won't cop Tic tic or you don't quit Today I owe my dealer and a friend made a bet with a whole lot Quit tryin'a figure out what changes people I say famous egos go to nameless zeros In a race against time and I don't even know what I'm running for I'm just doing it cause I'm fucking bored No reason to lie, give me one of yours Try cover up my lies, no cover tour
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[Verse 3] Here's where Copy goes beserk, hold your perks Now only being sober works, oh for sure Next week you'll be phoning jerks Check out what the price goes for perps Maybe but uhh, what if I'm wrong, what if you're right Pat yourself on the back and get my butt up to fight I won't shut up in life I know too well what struggle is like Go change you, I got angels My dad is a left, my mother's a right Dad's left cause he left and my mother was right She told me "never quit" you'll discover the light Remember the end of the tunnel with the sun in my sight I see clearly when I'm deep in thought she hears me And she talks back to me, it's no weird theory I'm just waiting to meet up with her with no clock To the to the tic tic you don't stop
[Hook] Description 1 Contributor ? The final song on The Life & Times of Peter Nelson and it definitely ends the album on a very high note. Copy is talking about just everything that has happened and that there really isn’t any reason for all of it and he feels lost.