If i could lift myself from the pavement, and dust off all my previous statements. then for all we've done we should be right where i want to be. If i could only speak for you. id let them all know, its no ones fault, but all the letters you gave me, couldn't make me understand. And as my memories erase, i wonder when i see you again, will my heart beat at this same fast pace. I dedicate my every thought to you and every song i ever knew matches every single time i looked at you. You have me wrapped around your finger, like a tightly fitted ring. Cutting off the circulation, you cant feel anything. But as my memories erase, i couldn't think of any other place to start a new life, so i just let my world crumble away. as my memories erase, when I'm at the pearly gates. with my heart on my sleeve i pray to God you find meaning in these words.