Woke up alone in my beanstalk of lies Where do balloons go die? Throughout my life, I've always shut my mouth And now it's filled with blood
I feel like I'm losing my way in the dark Feel like I'm nobody and everyone If I'm the fool I'm supposed to be Will the illusion make me or will it break me in half?
When the light goes off Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all I fly indoors My fairytales are gonna bring me down
As I've said before I'll never drink again Only to feel like I have friends Feels like I'm lost in a charade, not even I know who I am I've become what I've been fed
Now I want everything, I wanna be the best You don't matter to me and nor do the rest Nobody can tell me what it's like to live a happy life cause Nobody's dreams are mine
Until the light goes off Everything I've ever wanted's leading me to nothing at all I fly indoors And all my fairytales come back to life