in the back of my mind i entertain, from time to time all the possibilities and outcomes that i've let pass by through the course of this life
"i could've done better than this" a thought that frequently makes an appearance but is that the case? is this really that poor of a fate to have to face?
if i'd taken chances and went another way would i still be the person i am today? stubborn and steadfast obsessively alone with crutches filling up my home
it's far too late to dwell on past mistakes but if i were to make a change would i still reach the same destination as my current path?
[time will tell] if decisions made become mistakes [time will tell] if what was lost can be regained [time will tell] if everything remains the same [time will tell] if it all really revolves around [time]
i'm more confident now than i've ever been in decisions i've made and courses that i've taken because i've learned to be happy with a bitter end and take everything for what it is and not for what it could have been
it's hard to reflect and not point out the flaws to a damaging extent
in the end it doesn't really matter how i get there but isn't it all about the journey and not the destination?
well if i had to pick i'd rather spend forever content with where i ended up and not stuck in lament wishing for a retry every waking moment of death