i've been falling asleep at the wheel making turns and stops ending up where i don't want to be
the devil's trying to make me a deal manufactured happiness in exchange for the bliss of a changing reality
but i manage to keep saying no i'd rather learn from my mistakes and get stronger along the way
so when the time finally comes i can take the hand of the one i love without the fear of my own not being warm enough
day after day try after try you'd think that it'd get easier for me to ease my mind but i get too scared that my actions won't speak enough and end up fixing unmade mistakes and saying way too much
i've learned to accept that i'm way out of step with how the simple things should go but while i try to adjust my stride i can only hope that my sincerity still shows
when i say that i care when i say that i'll always be there i'm not hiding intentions in-between the lines i've got a heart that's been broken by countless missteps and dead ends i'm just trying to keep it stitched together with all the help i can get