The feeling as if cold, jagged steel was carving your flesh. The knowledge of order, chaos and all in between. The awareness of a cold world in which no one breathes. And with yearn.
The loneliness in a universe of unlimited creatures. The undiscriminating hate, the curse of being a god. The melancholy of ghosts haunting wherever we go. We are their castles.
The phantoms of other times finding its ways through the mist. The useless excellence of a world without soul, world without hope. The violent, ghastly storms of rage. And the silence thereafter.