i need help to get started from an angel departed why can't i do what i did i'll break down in a supermarket 'cause of my lack of vision my life needs a revision worry bout something different like how i only want what isn't mine need you to assist me all the things that i can't be everything that i can't see like how to stop being lonely but i'll tell you i'm alright cry myself to sleep that night hard to put up a small fight when everything i want is out of sight and sometimes it's better in a way close my eyes and dream of end of days for three nights i let it slip away cause my time never mattered anyway there's no one that i dream of there's no stars at night above at least not that i know of i'll end it all and send it with a shove and now that i'm older everything's out of order you just couldn't have told her leave her alone cause now she smolders something broke in the summer how'd it used to be dumber how'd it used to be number put it all down in numbers was it really all worth it will it ever be worth it when's it gonna be worth it it'll never be perfect