I never had a room that I could ever call my own, Nor had the kind of bed where one could drown in sheets of snow, Just narrow beds and folding cots are all I've ever known, The kind where one sleeps as though out of doors all cold and windblown. When I was young I studied hard to get my lessons right, And in the dining room like a good boy, night after night, I made my bed up in the corner, tucked myself in tight, And dreamed in Technicolor far from everyday black and white. When I grew older I would hold my breath when sneaking home To not disturb my parents with another tale of woe, They had to rise for work before the dawn began to show, And naturally my paltry love affairs were never condoned And so I went from town to town where nothing ever happened, Through sorry suburbs hoping for a look, a gesture, something, Someone, somewhere, somehow would make a new existence begin, And I'd escape the sort of life my tired parents were living.
It's in white sheets that everything begins, everything ends. Perfectly pressed, they join the folds of yellowing linens, Never quite taken from the cedar chest of sullen nights, Dry virgin sheets the witnesses to a dreary, petty life. Woe unto you, who couldn't bear to live only half-way, You, who aspired to turn each day into a holiday. Your lilac sheets were blossoming With deep purple flowers mingling With poppies whose hearts were glistening, The scarlet of clover, black carnations, Bouquets of sage and pink impatiens Ruby red roses, hyacinths were Bound by their wicked fragrance in a putrescent opera.
I've known so many sheets worn old and thin before their time, Sad hotel sheets imprinted with a field of flowering vines, As simple as the ones that bloom across the wall entwined Whose poison has decayed love after love since time out of mind. It's in these washed out flowers that I learned to simplify Restraining all my passion, all my plans, my reasons why I held those bodies, those few hearts who taught me how to cry, To heal my soul of all the errors that made me want to die. And there one day between those two dry polyester sheets, When I am least expecting it, I'll see you come to me Bringing those things that make a king of worst necessity And in my dubious sheets, true love will come to rule in glory. And laughing carelessly we'll go to choose our very first pair Of pure white sheets like sails upon the sea of our desires Sails of a boat, veils of a bride and solemn as a prayer Perfumed with incense like the holy cloth laid upon the altar
It's in white sheets that everything begins, everything ends I wouldn't know just how to seize my chance, to comprehend This irony that reigns tonight in total anarchy White sheets are stained and violated, blackened and bloody. Woe unto you, who couldn't bear to live only half-way, You, who aspired to turn each day into a holiday. Your lilac sheets were blossoming With deep purple flowers mingling With poppies whose hearts were glistening, The scarlet of clover, black carnations, Bouquets of sage and pink impatience Ruby red roses, hyacinths were Bound by their wicked fragrance in a putrescent opera.