Seven different girls, seven different times, I cursed myself Always scared that the real one, might arrive Seven different times, seven different nights, I hated myself Always scared that the real one might arrive I come in two halves Really good and really bad If you wanna see my happy side Better tell me that my girl just died Seven different Santas in seven different grottos at the same time All scared that the real one might arrive Seven different Gods in seven different churches at the same time All scared that the real one might appear Made the same mistakes again Entered the lion's den Learnt nothing down memory lane Only that we'll never change Made the same mistakes again If you wanna see the beast in me, keep on talking and eventually If you wanna see my happy side better tell me that she's got nine lives If you wanna see me fall apart, if you wanna break my purple heart If you wanna see my happy side, better tell me that my girl just died