Don’t lie and say that it’s okay It’s alright yeah, there’s nothing more to say
So I’m running away, I’m leaving this place Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away
Don’t tell me I’m the one to blame It’s too late for you to make me stay No I won’t stay
so I’m running away, I’m leaving this place yeah I’m running away, I’m running away
Faster than you can follow me from this lonely place Farther than you can find me I’m leaving, Yeah I’m leaving today
No I’ll never let you find me I’m leaving you behind with the past, no I won’t look back And I, I wanna hear your reasons I wanna hear you tell me why I should stay And try, try to understand me Try to understand what I say when I say I can’t stay And I, I’m moving on from this place Leaving and I won’t when I’m running away
Now I’m running away, I’m leaving this place Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what I want done after I die. I most definitely want this song played. I want everyone to think of me finally getting to run away. Imagine me running through an open field while it is starting to storm with my eyes closed And my arms outstretched and my face lifted toward the sky. Imagine me running just like that until finally lightening strikes and then I’ll be gone, away from this place. (If you’ve seen the movie Powder than you’ll get the idea.) And I want everyone to know that I’ve finally ran away and am away from all that makes me sad, Away from all that hurts me, Away from my broken heart. Imagine me running away, and know that I’m finally free.
And if he is still alive I would like to get my mom’s first husband, Ray, to sing Almost Home. I’ve never felt at home anywhere really. Maybe then I will.
Goodnight Christian and Wally. I love y’all and will always and forever!! No matter what! I hope y’all never forget that.