Who has decided this way? I can't scream ..>>.. stuck-throat. A natural image - a stabbing pain in my sad soul. Two separated warm hands, then a look behind a pane, Then a wet presence on my face, Then the silence of my narcotic world ...
Who has decided this way? I can't sleep ... i'm so alone. I visualize your face - and i think that my life's gone. Firstly i see your tearful eyes then the barred doors of a train I don't think about suicide - 'coz i know, we'll meet again.
In this world can't exist a god. Spiritual masochism slit this throat. It's a sort of self-excitement ... A macabre repertory under my modest clothes.
I think about all those days Brushing against my old cicatrixes I try to go back ... to conventionality. But i think it's so unfair ... i can't give a fuck. A bitter shit to swallow, living in costant hate.