Language is scary when over-analysed, Every word that I say seems far too contrived. What are your intentions? I’m afraid of mine. Every word that I say seems far too unkind.
Pretend that I’m nicer than I’ll ever be, I am selfish and deluded, enjoy my hypocrisy. Complain that I’m bored, when being bored is a privledge. Act like I’m suffering, there’s no suffering in this.
First world problems, they breed in my head. Ethical contridictions between my actions and what I’ve said. I should just shut my mouth as evidence piles against me, that I’m so much worse than I think, exposed as a phoney.
I am shit, I am shit nurr-nurr-nurr-nurr fucking dick. I am shit, I am shit nurr-nurr-nurr-nurr-nurr-nurr