Noone to wonder when I'll be home One more night stoned alone Ever-increasing notches on my belt I want to feel more than just sorry for myself
I still feel stupid when I cry. I need to try...
to find a way to fix my head and not be so damn self-obsessed to learn to like to be myself and not rely on someone else to care not for fears and not for doubts and just for those i care about to try because I want to try and not to try for only I
I wait for something to change maybe what should change is really me
now I can see why I was cast aside you'll all have a better love, you'll all have a better life
watch me spread my wings just to fall down watch me waiting here, flat-faced little clown