I'm no longer simple enough to write like this My words are tripping and I force feed situations in spite of it I know I'm not getting calmer It must be a loss of talent An ugly ego eating an inner child That's trying to find a balance I keep growing I keep growing into something Older and loving less, an embarrassment Playing in with what I'm crumbling I watch, you don't talk much, I know it It's numbing Argued meaning into human reactions But this shit isn't funny It's falling Like how solid my misplacement is Or distaste in arrangements Placed on the faces with Sincerity scraped too thin to balance out expression Obviously awkward and self respect, an emotional look of guessing And you have the nerve to judge me Looking past your imperfections I'm tired You don't grow up, you grow old and continue to be tested It taught me theres nothing left to learn Perfect grammar or misspelt words Your paper will still burn My heart won't stop skipping You'll never start seeing You'll continue to think I'm losing it I'll question my own meaning You'll start to think I'm crazy This pain will never leave my chest I'll die surrounded by gluttony and friends who've left Nothing's forever So it feels strange You see there's more here than anger Miscommunication and gluttony Distancing self is more comforting Catching parts of me tumbling Chin on callous palms wondering It's this or death? Maybe my friends should have left All these pieces are the same Awful face, screaming you shouldn't be close to me I'm hungry Never bear teeth, the war resolving is homely I'm a horrible expression to control, who wish hope on nobody Reprise[?] and thoughts of red like this are going through my head They said they want a poet They said they want a rapper They said I haven't proven I'm either I say I don't have to Nothing left to judge me but insecurities and shame Lust, excuses, or blame They want me tame
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This is the face in the the frenzied crowd and it makes you Frown and smile, aggression breaks and I hate you Life is pass dumb and deaf, so what you regret to see Fight how you want motherfucker, you'll never be next to me I hate this plain and groups blend and challenge argue pain Cyanide, narcissistic, crumbling I remove my name Hate in bones and ache until i set you free Anger's a gift but it seem you'll never let me be Basic and wanting argued expression and bluffing Giving up what's left, the pressure get it off my chest Judging and comforting drooling marching toward a bleed I'm a challenging glutton, my knuckles force my greed Like kill them all, let no one break skin Regret is on me I let them live and smiles Swarm me, they want to argue peace Pause and fake senses, insecurities, shame Lust, excuses, blame They want me tame They want me tame They want me tame They want me tame They want me They want me They want me They want me
You'll never see inside this Untame Believe in a lesson Gaining more popularity Ugly power and aggression Face arranging same patterns Too familiar and testing In judgement listing and jaded watch Thinking your less than I'm getting to hurtful and hungry Uninspired in my guesses Breaking in everyones weakness But [?] question Mistake and insecurity Stop analyzing my sentence Slaving my hard, [?] and strain Hatred confessing You'll never see me smile again Not like i once was Childish friendship ending in intrusive laughter After enough It's bringing you down ma You sound so drained Unwilling to trust, and speaking It's sick, enslaved And I remembering how to say it I'm losing faith