When I see that look upon your face I know I've failed you again. You see this cloud up over me? It weights me down so much it gets overwhelming To see your feelings fade like the setting sun. What will I do now that the shame is done?
I don't claim to be the righteous Nor do I claim to be a saint. I've wronged and fallen short of what my loved ones expect of me. This pulls me under the surface down passed my eyes I'm treading water not knowing how much longer I will survive. This pulls me under the surface down passed my eyes. Will they find me cold and withered with no life left out of time?
Is there hope for me in the end? I will pay atonement for the transgressions The transgressions I've made.
Now there's no turning back no changing yesterday. What's done is done and I've sealed these sins straight to my grave. Until we take our final breaths I know You are a cornerstone, a mark, a dream in life You are so very close to my heart Till I cease to be.
Inside our spirits are dying Just like the passing autumn leaves. The sunlight burns as bright as your ambitions, So bright That it makes Me into what I Into what I need to be. Into what I need to be. What I need to be. No ones fault but my own That let me get so weak. Let me get so weak. Only I can pick me up, but will I forgive? But will I forgive me?
I will give everything and all I can. Well I know I've made you hurt for far to long. (For far to long) Now I will learn my lessons, I can't make those mistakes Again!
And we will breathe again When the light shines down Breaking through all of these clouds That cover the light we see. It blacks out the light we need So I can see your face Out there in the dark Way out past the stars Lies my deepest apologies It burns so bright out there so all the ones that I love can see.
You all give Me a reason for trying to change things. In your eyes I see the best in humanity. So much heart No one can take away all your Talent, your brilliance, your spirit or integrity. Beautiful In so many ways To have the privilege to be at your side and experience everything You've shown me The best things in life you cannot fake. Inspiring All the best you see in me.
Live these days with no regrets, It's easier said than done When you've strayed from your own path like me. No more excuses to carry me I take full responsibility For the broken bonds, broken hearts That are left behind me. I don't think there are the perfect words I could say To make the wrong things right And make these cold mistakes Go away.
I mean this from the bottom of my heart The times that I share with you all is the only thing.