Though I am no longer alone, Everybody seems to take my mind away. I love you but it isn't as I planned, I promise you I've done the best I can. Haven't touched any other man, Situations seem to have been kind to you. I've wished to be beside somebody else, But actions are the proof of love, not thoughts.
See what a fool I've been, I haven't lived my dream.
Seems that it will be a long time, 'Fore my mind will take in the reality. That life is not as simple as it seems, And night's the only place to keep a dream.
Soft green sun color still, Warm breeze, high-floating birds, Every year has brought more fear.
Younger days seem to be easy, Full of fun and things to keep my mind awake. But now I have to think for someone else, Cannot even think straight for myself.