holding my breath i can't write anymore without feeing ashamed kind of embarrassed of everything that i say but not much around you i think you know how to listen and off your tongue rolls words that pull my teeth into some silly kind of silly simper didn't even know i was smiling and i'm embarrassed again. when we talk i feel so fine, the other day i wanted to cry because i've never felt that calm in a long while. people just make my head feel wired, i'm always stressing about what to say but with you, my words have a place to stay and yours can stay with me