There's not much I could say but 'she made me smile' The sun was rising and I sat there Every star I was counting was another reason to breathe Little did I know that my feet would collect dust on the road towards hell Fibres that would make me choke and hate myself Pieces of you I couldn't bare to look at before you split me just the same The touches The whispers The wandering eyes And I'm shaking now thinking how I let you get away Like I swore I never would Nothing burns and nothing hurts anymore Pain is just a memory that haunts me in bed When I'm thinking of your name When I'm thinking of your face When i'm wishing, waiting For a better time a better place It'll never come. Everything goes, leaves and I'm left to the world A 17 year old kid with a heart full of hate Shivering, holding on to the fragments of a cold dead place I'm broken But I'd walk the road home to hell my entire life just to count the stars along the way.