have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl'in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? the way you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? the way you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this
[Chorus:] Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Well, the ground is looking softer every second that I wait. And the rain is stinging on my skin as tears fall down my face. And I hold your picture in my hand, So you'll be with me when I go. And I recall the moments that lead me to this. All of my mistakes. I say goodbye to all my memories, And lies to my face. Cause I was hurting on the inside, So I hurt myself on the outside, too. But then came you. And you begged me to stop.
Please, stop. Stop. Please, stop.
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man 'Till I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile Come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?"
And you begged me to stop.
Please, stop. Stop. Please, stop.
Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you