fuck you you made me hate look in my eyes you created this face and like nothing you've torn this apart the hope in my heart dies with the mercy i sought your apathy is killing me or do i believe that i've been deceived you know i tried so hard to confide your promises made just to pass the time all of my life i've been hoping to find that this will be the time i can make it mine and i don't know why why it took me so long to see that everything i thought was right was wrong i despise your power over me but i hate myself more for giving you the key while waiting for some good to return i want to see you burn hopelessness fear and doom for you that day can't come too soon you've sold your soul now play your role this is the end i won't go there again i'm asking you why you had to deny once you're gone will i ever learn i hate for the day to end tomorrow will be the same i'm forced to wake up and play your stupid game i don't want to admit it because i don't want want to believe yet another day at home too afraid to leave in the waning hours i'm left with an empty hand when all i wanted to hear was that you understand tell me what to say and i will say those words i'll do anything to replace the void with comfort never heard all my life i've been hoping to find that there's another way and i'm praying for the answers that will not come today