Each days that begins, I hope it wouls be the last one, Agonic existence that forces me to live. Doubts and more doubts, drowning me every day In immense desperation, I'm loosing all hope and reason. I know there is something differant, in me or in the rest, But I don't want to continue like this. I'm seized by terror, I can't stand my situation, I want to find an end and finnish with my pain. Desperation floods my being, With a will to escape, And don't look back... I know what's left It doesn't cause my moans, I can't carry on. A moment of madness, or maybe of clarity, That makes me ends with my existence. I know that the moment is here, The meeting with death, Which will give me the desired peace. Strengths leaves me, I begin to feel death's cold layer surrounding me. My vision becomes coudly, and slowly I achieve to be free, Now i finnally rest in peace. I didn't decide to be born, I didn't desire to live, I know what's left It doesn't cause my moans, And free of all those things, I'm finally in peace.