No one will know the pain I feel All of my wounds they never will heal I'm just a child whose youth has been killed I am a slave to nightmares and fear
I went to school that day again like any days before in my life since then I tried to learn, to help myself, to listen carefully what they say The bell has rang, looking forward to go then, could have found some new birds singing Instead of that I have met you - the black men, the shadows, the devil
And in my dreams I still see the dark so clear And every night I try to sleep with fear Your icecold hands and your whiskeysmelling breath Those touching hands they have felt to me like death
Pain and hate - it all feels the same to me This was my youth you destroyed Sorrow or joy - I never live my life again This was my innocence you killed
You brought me here and destroyed my peace To this place that I see every night in my dreams You heard my cries, you enjoyed them well For this night I had to be your slave You hid your face, I never saw I never will and I'd never want to see it You let me go after raping me for that I lost everything I once called life
Pain and hate - it all feels the same to me This was my youth you destroyed Sorrow or joy - I never live my life again This was my innocence you killed