Why does it always come only this way to me Repeated so many times, I haven't learnt anything I have been hiding just to keep myself quiet I never wanted (I've never won), I've never even tried
What if you die right now? Would you be proud of things you've done? I'm hearing chime And I know I'm running out of time I lived my whole life in a doubt Please tell me, tell if I ever was right But truth is I'm a deceiver
I'm not fucking moron and I can clearly realize That all what I need to move on is to quit this accustomed way of addiction
But truth is I'm deceiver Fuck Oh no, now I see That all of my intensions were based on my fears I fear both of being late And something makes me doing unwarranted actions
What if I fail and I never make it With every new step I feel more unprotected
They say that I'm only chasing a vision And this is not what I'm supposed to be I even don't know if it is my decision But I can't be myself without my dreams
What a pathetic child What a hopeless life I hate everything I was So many possibilities were just thrown away Were just thrown fucking away
One last chance to see ghost's dance Before forever forgeting their inviting song I'll cut one more time to make sure these connections are severed Yeah, it's right now or it's fucking never